Last night I just needed to go to sleep and forget the real world. Sleep has always been my refuge when I'm down. I took a few swigs of codeine and was out like a light. When I tried to get up this morning I passed out 3 different times. In my room, in the bathroom, and in the hall. I tried to eat something but my jaw was too tired to chew. Ha. My body is falling apart. My life is falling apart.

Lesson learned: When you commit to serve a mission, equally good and bad things will happen to you. FACT. (Please someone get that joke)


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elyssa said...

same thing happens when you commit to get married, have a baby, or move to another country, incidentally.

i'm sooorry. it'll be worth it, love. fact.